Day 21 into the new year.

I've started using Dayre and it has proven to give its users much more convenience and adorable interactions. Nah.. I don't even know what I am saying at the moment. I only know that I am feeling absolutely drowsy right now despite the fact that I have done nothing but NOTHING today. :( I must blame myself for the fact that I did not prioritise my own health above anything else. One bad judgement I did was to underestimate the power of the Sun down under.

If I were to argue about it, I would say that the previous 5 days were extremely hot and it was time that Melbourne would do something crazy like DRIZZLE or cool down almost completely over the weekend. But nope, the temperature did drop but ten degrees celcius (thank god) and the Sun was right there staring at me wanting to prove how wrong I was. As stupid as I could be, I spent the entire weekend under the Sun as I was training with a women's Ultimate team. I seriously thought I could handle the heat.. BOY WAS I SO WRONG. Not to mention the serious lack of sleep, the heat and dehydration combo is taking its toll on me today right at this very moment.

It doesn't help much with my visit back home to be honest. I feel like my brain just turned off and there was no way in restarting it whatsoever. It felt like it was absolutely difficult to communicate with people here, even though I have been speaking perfect MANGLISH the whole time I was in Melbourne.. even my Malay couldn't come out of my mouth naturally. :(

Even when friends were asking me to meet up, I could not find that nerve in my brain to work just to figure out one date to give them. It really does feel like my system is absolutely jammed up. Confusion everywhere. I couldn't even try to think at all.

Ahhhh. Also not to forget that the skin is absolutely peeling itself off my face and my hands and legs are itching to a point where I fear I would make my skin bleed. D;

I FEEL STRESSED EVEN WHEN I COME HOME. something is massively wrong with me. :(