To dress up or not to dress up?

Yes?
What kind of dress would I like to wear?

Having scoliosis had made me aware that my crooked back is very visible. Not to forget my bony figure, it would be a bit of a sore to the eyes of people who looks at me. I guess I am guilty of being self bullied by the looks given by people when they have a glance on me. My mind would run wild, imagining all the possible negative things that can be thought of with just the sight of me. Then again, recently I've developed a love for super baggy clothes, most often see-through material where it just dangles off my body frame. That feeling of freedom as though I'm not really wearing anything at all! In a way, it does accentuate the fact that I am skinny but I have been skinny for the past 20 years of my life, I am comfortable with that reality now.

Body hugging material would work on my tall and slender figure, as it would show my sexiness. I've been told off that it reveals my crooked spine and how my bones were pretty much protruding out of my dress. Which made me a little bit aware of when I put on a dress, for these will be the expensive ones and ones that I will wear for several times and it has to bring out the feminine side of me when needed. Maxi dresses works perfectly well on me! It covers up my legs that resembles chicken legs. haha! Maxi dresses makes me feel grand, prim and proper. Recently I'd prefer knee length dresses over short dresses. I realise the short dresses don't really fit me and I am convinced that they are dresses made for petite people.

It's not everyday I would feel the need to feel pretty. In fact, it's never a priority for me to feel pretty almost at all! I'd wear the most horrible colour combination on me as I walk into lectures, or a walk on the street. My main goals on my everyday clothes were comfort and happiness. Clothes that make me feel happy. My skinny frame will mean that I generally feel cold much quicker than anyone else. I tend to invest alot of my money on hoodies and jumpers. They make me feel the happiest! Especially when it's brightly coloured or if its made of comfortable material. hehe

One day, I'd like to wear a bare back dress and flaunt it like it's meant to be worn by me. :)

I hate jeans. They suffocate me.
But really, if I was given the choice, I'd wear my sleeping clothes and walk around freely! :D

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