Monday, April 20, 2015

Am I the only one in this situation or is this situation mostly a topic normal people would avoid to talk about in general? I had a dream and a plan on how I would want to live my life after graduation. But I guess I fell short. Somehow all those 'experience' I've gained through my undergrad seems useless now as I couldn't even land a part time/ casual job. Quite depressing if you ask me. I am starting to doubt my own capabilities, of what I once could have done but they are worthless now.

What am I doing wrong?
I am actually rather clueless, unsure of the directions I should be taking in order to achieve a footstep closer to my dream goal. Right now everything seems impossible. It feels as though I don't fit in this real world at all. Is this another step I need to absorb and digest before I can advance towards that job i've always wanted to do.

I know, there's no way a dream would come through if no hard work and sacrifice is put into. But really though, the question now is: what exactly do I need to do?

Hrmmmmmmm...

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

On days like these, I really need an extra boost of positive energy to at least get me out of the bed.