20 hours of lectures.
Bio
Chem
Stats
Geographical Science
*Not inclusive of self study hours and also the amount of online tests needed to be done weekly.
Why can't they have such information in the brochure or any crap?
Next semester : double Bio. likeafregginboss.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
To forget, or not to forget? It is not a decision where you can simply choose. Even if you want to, your conscious thoughts only makes you remember it even more. Also, the more you try to remember, the higher the chances that you will forget. Why does it have to be so complicated? Can't it be yes, as a yes and no, as a no? Instead of MAYBE yes or a PROBABLY no?
It is a big question to debate, if one would want to start with it, that is. But I am pretty sure one will eventually agree with that statement mentioned at the beginning of this blog post. Maybe that is the precise reason why I actually bother typing out what my exact thoughts at that exact moment would be. It isn't as though all those same thoughts would somehow or rather pop by into our heads again randomly out of nowhere. Even if they do, it would most definitely leave us at awe, "HEY! I THOUGHT OF THIS BEFORE!!", and then move on with whatever that you have to do with your life. Not sure if I have actually blogged about this before, but I definitely am feeling inspired to talk about this now. hehe.
I FEEL LIKE EATING GREEN TEA GELATI.
AND ALSO CHEESECAKE.
OMG.
Anyhow, this thought about 'forgetting' came by simply because I realise I have been having several haywired thoughts lately. Partially is with ME trying to keep the past in tact, fresh in my head, while the other part is ME trying to let go slowly, and adapt to the life I am having here. It is a little of a mix between the two, sometimes, one overwhelms the other, and leaves me hanging and lost in the reality side. If you were to ask me, why trouble myself and bring unnecessary depression onto myself...? Well, I wish I knew why. The past meant so much to me, and the present currently looks a little meaningless at the moment.
Waking up, knowing that I have to get my ass into lectures by 8 am sharp; knowing that I will be bombarded with several loads of extra self studying and assignments to complete; knowing that by the end of the week, I would have to sit at home, at least one of those weekends, to do my online tests; knowing that I would have to return home to do at least a little house chores; knowing that I am here all by myself; knowing that I miss home dearly; knowing that everything here costs so much that I would have to think twice before paying for it... The list could go on and on if I could sit and actually list them down one by one. Those, are the mundane bits.
What is enjoyable is that I get to do everything at my own pace. No rush whatsoever, no need to worry if I would be a bother to other people, just chilling and relaxing as I pass my day in ease. :)
Returning to the fact that I forgotten to grab my pendrive home with me today, gave my body a shock today. HAHA! It's not like this was the first time that it's happening, I somehow let it happen again without thinking twice. Which is dumb. But I got lucky again, as my pendrive was still where it was where I left it about 7 hours later. oops.
Today is a pretty day. The sun is shining brightly, the sky is clear, the weather is not too hot nor too cold, it was a perfect day to take pictures. I got lucky as I managed to capture several shots of the calming surrounding I live in. :D
Aussie is a total 360 different from where I was brought up. Everything here is so calm, chilling, relaxing, literally nothing to worry about. Unlike back in Malaysia, I would have to doubt my own safety even when I have a car to drive around. But then again, chances of something happening to you when you are on your way to somewhere, is by default, chance. Sure, you can reduce your chances, but you still can't prevent it if it was meant to happen anyways. :O
LOL! What am I talking? :X
...
By me writing my thoughts down, it does somehow help me put that thought to rest for abit, instead if it occupying my mind space like a pink elephant. :D
wheeeeee~
I needa go cook now. Bought some fish and prawns for cooking this time. PRAWNS! MY FAVOURITE!! Let's see how I fare this time around, shall we? ;)
<3
It is a big question to debate, if one would want to start with it, that is. But I am pretty sure one will eventually agree with that statement mentioned at the beginning of this blog post. Maybe that is the precise reason why I actually bother typing out what my exact thoughts at that exact moment would be. It isn't as though all those same thoughts would somehow or rather pop by into our heads again randomly out of nowhere. Even if they do, it would most definitely leave us at awe, "HEY! I THOUGHT OF THIS BEFORE!!", and then move on with whatever that you have to do with your life. Not sure if I have actually blogged about this before, but I definitely am feeling inspired to talk about this now. hehe.
I FEEL LIKE EATING GREEN TEA GELATI.
AND ALSO CHEESECAKE.
OMG.
Anyhow, this thought about 'forgetting' came by simply because I realise I have been having several haywired thoughts lately. Partially is with ME trying to keep the past in tact, fresh in my head, while the other part is ME trying to let go slowly, and adapt to the life I am having here. It is a little of a mix between the two, sometimes, one overwhelms the other, and leaves me hanging and lost in the reality side. If you were to ask me, why trouble myself and bring unnecessary depression onto myself...? Well, I wish I knew why. The past meant so much to me, and the present currently looks a little meaningless at the moment.
Waking up, knowing that I have to get my ass into lectures by 8 am sharp; knowing that I will be bombarded with several loads of extra self studying and assignments to complete; knowing that by the end of the week, I would have to sit at home, at least one of those weekends, to do my online tests; knowing that I would have to return home to do at least a little house chores; knowing that I am here all by myself; knowing that I miss home dearly; knowing that everything here costs so much that I would have to think twice before paying for it... The list could go on and on if I could sit and actually list them down one by one. Those, are the mundane bits.
What is enjoyable is that I get to do everything at my own pace. No rush whatsoever, no need to worry if I would be a bother to other people, just chilling and relaxing as I pass my day in ease. :)
Returning to the fact that I forgotten to grab my pendrive home with me today, gave my body a shock today. HAHA! It's not like this was the first time that it's happening, I somehow let it happen again without thinking twice. Which is dumb. But I got lucky again, as my pendrive was still where it was where I left it about 7 hours later. oops.
Today is a pretty day. The sun is shining brightly, the sky is clear, the weather is not too hot nor too cold, it was a perfect day to take pictures. I got lucky as I managed to capture several shots of the calming surrounding I live in. :D
Aussie is a total 360 different from where I was brought up. Everything here is so calm, chilling, relaxing, literally nothing to worry about. Unlike back in Malaysia, I would have to doubt my own safety even when I have a car to drive around. But then again, chances of something happening to you when you are on your way to somewhere, is by default, chance. Sure, you can reduce your chances, but you still can't prevent it if it was meant to happen anyways. :O
LOL! What am I talking? :X
...
By me writing my thoughts down, it does somehow help me put that thought to rest for abit, instead if it occupying my mind space like a pink elephant. :D
wheeeeee~
I needa go cook now. Bought some fish and prawns for cooking this time. PRAWNS! MY FAVOURITE!! Let's see how I fare this time around, shall we? ;)
<3
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Found out that the i on iPad and iPhone meant interactive.
iBlog sounds interesting now. :F
I wonder if any genius out there would develop this thing.
Imagine if it's an interactive blog. Where people would respond to your blogposts as blogposts. Looks like some debate altogether. BUT IT WOULD BE FREGGIN COOL!
:O
iBlog sounds interesting now. :F
I wonder if any genius out there would develop this thing.
Imagine if it's an interactive blog. Where people would respond to your blogposts as blogposts. Looks like some debate altogether. BUT IT WOULD BE FREGGIN COOL!
:O
I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE BITCH TODAY!
Nah. It's actually BEACH. hehe. I feel bitchy today. Thanks to the workload I have for the past whole week. To add up to the stress, MOODLE PAGE DECIDED TO CRASH. *the online lecturing thingy we have in Monash, the other one that is similar but newer than BlackBoard.*
Yeap. I feel bitch and enraged for not being able to go the beach today. Had been looking forward to this beach trip by the Malaysian Society here in Monash since two weeks ago. But hey, look what got me stuck at home? Sitting here on my study table's chair since 1.3opm up til now, which is about 7pm already. Sigh. Not a very good day if you ask me. Yes, I am ranting. I apologise for that. ><
Been camping in the library for two days in a row now. Frankly saying, I like it. The fact that I could just sit there infront of the gigantic computer screen for hours, just doing my work, makes me feel like I am back in Malaysia somehow. Sometime on the first day I started camping there, I almost forgotten that I am actually here in Australia. The moment I was so engulfed into the computer screen with my work, I had to look away, to see an Aussie there to remind me that I am no longer in Sunway University. Though the computer screen here is much much bigger than the one we had back there, it still reminded me of the days we had where we hogged the whole computer room in the library, for Counter Strike sake. Those days were awesome.
It also reminded me of the hours I could spend sitting there in the Discussion Room, just doing some studying. Cold, quiet, fully focused.
The first time I camped was because of my Essay assignment. Had to stay there because I wanted to print it there and then to get it done with. But I stayed until it closed, cause I got kinda lazy to get out of that chair to walk home. By then, I was being chased out, 9pm. It was a quiet and dark walk towards the bus loop from 'my' library. Some guy on the bicycle had lights on, got me creeped out. As mentioned before, I am not a big fan of darkness. So I got scared and practically froze there for awhile. :/
Still wondering why am I even thinking of camping when I know I will need to walk back in the dark somehow. :/
Then yesterday, I camped in the library once again. Simply because I accidentally left a textbook at home when I was supposed to return it on that day. Had to return home, to grab the book, and then go back to uni again... just to return the textbook. Drizzle Drizzle. It was raining the first night I went home after camping. But then again. I guess I gotten used to it? Was cursing all the way when I was in the rain though. :D
So, I camped again yesterday, just because I wanted to make it worth the double journey to uni. Sat there and did my studies for about 5 hours. With a little korean music playing and a fractional use of facebook and twitter, the studying part was still productive. At least it helped lessen the work load for today.
Regardless, it was still shit loads.
BECAUSE there was no way I would let anything take away my friday gaming session. NOT ONE BIT. Then of course, I would have to sacrifice today, by not going to the beach. Which is tad bit upsetting. Just that it isn't as FRUSTRATING as the Moodle page crashed. >=(
Also because I will be spending the days' at my sister's tomorrow. Letting this BITCH trip go would be worth it... I hope. At least I know I don't have to panic tomorrow when I am shopping for my groceries. Hrmmmmm.
Yeap. I am thinking too much at the moment. heh.
oops
things to do:
- Bio test
- Bio lab report
- Math notes
- Math test
- Math assignment
That's not too bad, ey?
From the additional of those that I have done...
- Chem notes
- Bio notes
- Geo notes
- Chem test
- Math homework
Also an upcoming
- Bio essay
- Geo 2000 words essay
Oh god. I NEED TO COOK, AND CLEAN MY TOILET, AND ALSO WASH CLOTHES ALL SOMEMORE. wah... This is indeed one humongous ginormous monstrous leap from where I was just two months ago. haha. I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF! :D
Nah. It's actually BEACH. hehe. I feel bitchy today. Thanks to the workload I have for the past whole week. To add up to the stress, MOODLE PAGE DECIDED TO CRASH. *the online lecturing thingy we have in Monash, the other one that is similar but newer than BlackBoard.*
Yeap. I feel bitch and enraged for not being able to go the beach today. Had been looking forward to this beach trip by the Malaysian Society here in Monash since two weeks ago. But hey, look what got me stuck at home? Sitting here on my study table's chair since 1.3opm up til now, which is about 7pm already. Sigh. Not a very good day if you ask me. Yes, I am ranting. I apologise for that. ><
Been camping in the library for two days in a row now. Frankly saying, I like it. The fact that I could just sit there infront of the gigantic computer screen for hours, just doing my work, makes me feel like I am back in Malaysia somehow. Sometime on the first day I started camping there, I almost forgotten that I am actually here in Australia. The moment I was so engulfed into the computer screen with my work, I had to look away, to see an Aussie there to remind me that I am no longer in Sunway University. Though the computer screen here is much much bigger than the one we had back there, it still reminded me of the days we had where we hogged the whole computer room in the library, for Counter Strike sake. Those days were awesome.
It also reminded me of the hours I could spend sitting there in the Discussion Room, just doing some studying. Cold, quiet, fully focused.
The first time I camped was because of my Essay assignment. Had to stay there because I wanted to print it there and then to get it done with. But I stayed until it closed, cause I got kinda lazy to get out of that chair to walk home. By then, I was being chased out, 9pm. It was a quiet and dark walk towards the bus loop from 'my' library. Some guy on the bicycle had lights on, got me creeped out. As mentioned before, I am not a big fan of darkness. So I got scared and practically froze there for awhile. :/
Still wondering why am I even thinking of camping when I know I will need to walk back in the dark somehow. :/
Then yesterday, I camped in the library once again. Simply because I accidentally left a textbook at home when I was supposed to return it on that day. Had to return home, to grab the book, and then go back to uni again... just to return the textbook. Drizzle Drizzle. It was raining the first night I went home after camping. But then again. I guess I gotten used to it? Was cursing all the way when I was in the rain though. :D
So, I camped again yesterday, just because I wanted to make it worth the double journey to uni. Sat there and did my studies for about 5 hours. With a little korean music playing and a fractional use of facebook and twitter, the studying part was still productive. At least it helped lessen the work load for today.
Regardless, it was still shit loads.
BECAUSE there was no way I would let anything take away my friday gaming session. NOT ONE BIT. Then of course, I would have to sacrifice today, by not going to the beach. Which is tad bit upsetting. Just that it isn't as FRUSTRATING as the Moodle page crashed. >=(
Also because I will be spending the days' at my sister's tomorrow. Letting this BITCH trip go would be worth it... I hope. At least I know I don't have to panic tomorrow when I am shopping for my groceries. Hrmmmmm.
Yeap. I am thinking too much at the moment. heh.
oops
things to do:
- Bio test
- Bio lab report
- Math notes
- Math test
- Math assignment
That's not too bad, ey?
From the additional of those that I have done...
- Chem notes
- Bio notes
- Geo notes
- Chem test
- Math homework
Also an upcoming
- Bio essay
- Geo 2000 words essay
Oh god. I NEED TO COOK, AND CLEAN MY TOILET, AND ALSO WASH CLOTHES ALL SOMEMORE. wah... This is indeed one humongous ginormous monstrous leap from where I was just two months ago. haha. I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF! :D
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