Cause baby it's cold outside and I've got nobody to love~
Go on, Google that lyric. I can't recall who sang that either. :P
It's Monday! Well, I personally don't dread Mondays. Simply because my class doesnt start til noon. Which gives me ample amount of time to do whatever I needed to do in ease. :) would have dreaded it if my mondays are early. So yeah. Life is good at the moment. :)
It's getting colder though. And Melbourne's temperature is like a top class bitch. One moment it could be freezing cold, and the next, fairly hot. It really does confuses me on what I should be wearing. What I fear most is that I might be under dressed. :/ Moments like these, I would rather cuddle in bed and not move for the rest of the day. It is barely even close to winter yet. No clue how am I gonna survive winter. T.T
I shall try my hands on mashed potato tonight! ;)
Wish me luck!! <3
Monday, March 26, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Off to the city again! Hrmmm. I wonder what random thoughts I would think of for this post this time around.
Its three to 10.40am. Was supposed to meet up with my sis in the city at 10.40am. Knowing it's a weekend, it takes a much longer time traveling to places as there are less buses around. Where I live is considerably convenient with buses and all, only problem is the timing. Yes, they do come by 'occasionally', but I guess it's the big and complicated system they have that brings delays every now and then.
I do miss the luxurious life of having a car to drive around with. As much as it costs rm50 per week, and toll of rm50 per month, totalling to an approximate of... 250 per month! Not included with car maintenance and all, it was definitely a luxury item. At least then, the only problem that could delay you, would be the unforseen traffic. Or, you could get stuck in the traffic on purpose, getting somewhere late on purpose. You are given the privilege to predict your travelling duration.
Seriously thought of getting a car here at one point of time. Think cause I waited half an hour for a bus and it was during rush hour, also because I was late for class. Yeah, I could've woken up earlier and be there, waiting for the bus, there was no way I would be late then. HAHA! Alright, I know. It's just a background of where I got that thought of getting a car from. ;)
Especially on weekends. It gets so frustrating waiting and waiting and waiting. It would be alright if I had had nothing waiting to be done at home. Just last night, I think I spent a total of 50mins of bus waiting? Bleahh. I would really need to be relaxed in order to travel around on weekends, no proposed meet up time, nothing left undone before leaving home, I must be fully cleared off my mind. :O
Lol. I just complained. Oops. SORRY!! ><
Shopping for groceries is JOY!
Seriously, everytime I do my groceries shopping, I would have gazillion thoughts in my mind wondering how or what I were to cook if I were to get that one ingredient. Also second to that, I get to buy whatever food I want to fill my cravings. How can I not be happy? THEY ARE ALL FOOD!! Though it gets pretty worrying when I accidentally spent a little too much compared to the week before. :X Even have one whole cupboard area filled with dry food. Omg. Just thinking about my stash of food in my room makes me HAPPY! :D Sad I can't buy icecream and put them there, not even my freezer has enough space to put not more than three tiny stacks of meat. :( On the bright side, it makes me treasure icecream more whenever I have them.
The best icecream, actually GELATI I have tasted ever is located in the city! I would bug the crap out of everyone if they were to go to the city with me. But its freggin far. :( EVEN MORE JOY WHEN I GET TO EAT IT!!! Omg. Gonna bug the crap out of my sis to get some later. *ridiculous drool face*
Fav flavour : honeycomb and green tea.
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!! GELATI AIN'T RUNNING AWAY FROM ME THIS TIME!! Roar!
Arriving flinders street, 11.05am, 25th March 2012. ( ooh. I miss doing this dating thingy :D )
Public transportation is being nice to me today! Wah. :) Took me an hour to get here if I had not have to wait. :D though I did wait initially for 20 mins for my first bus. But things went smoothly after that. Wah!! I am impressed!! :D
Had to transfer from a bus to a train and now a tram. Like a local! Woohoo! Well, today seems like a good day, yeah? :)
11.18am
10.02pm
Nicely washed up and getting ready for bed. Haha! It is like some live tweet I am doing with this post, only difference is that this one is much longer and longwindedly boring. :P
And so, I am the happiest girl ever today! Had an awesome breakfast, filling my tummy with dimsum! Walked around Melbourne city (though I have gotten bored of it already). WENT TO MIDDLE BRIGHTON BEACH! The one I wanted to go two weeks back. Feeling pretty blessed that I still got to go eventhough I missed the chance to before that. Though honestly, I was rather disappointed at the sight of the beach. It didnt have that sea smell and it didnt feel 'beachy' enough somehow. :/ But I still got to go. =')
Lastly. I had a super tummy filling dinner and...
I HAD MY SHARE OF AWESOME GELATI!!!!!!!!! Omg! =')
Eventhough my tummy was already super stuffed by dinner, and also eventhough I got really cold after that, the fact that I got to eat it was... omg. =')
Aaaahhhhhhhhh!!!! :D
Its three to 10.40am. Was supposed to meet up with my sis in the city at 10.40am. Knowing it's a weekend, it takes a much longer time traveling to places as there are less buses around. Where I live is considerably convenient with buses and all, only problem is the timing. Yes, they do come by 'occasionally', but I guess it's the big and complicated system they have that brings delays every now and then.
I do miss the luxurious life of having a car to drive around with. As much as it costs rm50 per week, and toll of rm50 per month, totalling to an approximate of... 250 per month! Not included with car maintenance and all, it was definitely a luxury item. At least then, the only problem that could delay you, would be the unforseen traffic. Or, you could get stuck in the traffic on purpose, getting somewhere late on purpose. You are given the privilege to predict your travelling duration.
Seriously thought of getting a car here at one point of time. Think cause I waited half an hour for a bus and it was during rush hour, also because I was late for class. Yeah, I could've woken up earlier and be there, waiting for the bus, there was no way I would be late then. HAHA! Alright, I know. It's just a background of where I got that thought of getting a car from. ;)
Especially on weekends. It gets so frustrating waiting and waiting and waiting. It would be alright if I had had nothing waiting to be done at home. Just last night, I think I spent a total of 50mins of bus waiting? Bleahh. I would really need to be relaxed in order to travel around on weekends, no proposed meet up time, nothing left undone before leaving home, I must be fully cleared off my mind. :O
Lol. I just complained. Oops. SORRY!! ><
Shopping for groceries is JOY!
Seriously, everytime I do my groceries shopping, I would have gazillion thoughts in my mind wondering how or what I were to cook if I were to get that one ingredient. Also second to that, I get to buy whatever food I want to fill my cravings. How can I not be happy? THEY ARE ALL FOOD!! Though it gets pretty worrying when I accidentally spent a little too much compared to the week before. :X Even have one whole cupboard area filled with dry food. Omg. Just thinking about my stash of food in my room makes me HAPPY! :D Sad I can't buy icecream and put them there, not even my freezer has enough space to put not more than three tiny stacks of meat. :( On the bright side, it makes me treasure icecream more whenever I have them.
The best icecream, actually GELATI I have tasted ever is located in the city! I would bug the crap out of everyone if they were to go to the city with me. But its freggin far. :( EVEN MORE JOY WHEN I GET TO EAT IT!!! Omg. Gonna bug the crap out of my sis to get some later. *ridiculous drool face*
Fav flavour : honeycomb and green tea.
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!! GELATI AIN'T RUNNING AWAY FROM ME THIS TIME!! Roar!
Arriving flinders street, 11.05am, 25th March 2012. ( ooh. I miss doing this dating thingy :D )
Public transportation is being nice to me today! Wah. :) Took me an hour to get here if I had not have to wait. :D though I did wait initially for 20 mins for my first bus. But things went smoothly after that. Wah!! I am impressed!! :D
Had to transfer from a bus to a train and now a tram. Like a local! Woohoo! Well, today seems like a good day, yeah? :)
11.18am
10.02pm
Nicely washed up and getting ready for bed. Haha! It is like some live tweet I am doing with this post, only difference is that this one is much longer and longwindedly boring. :P
And so, I am the happiest girl ever today! Had an awesome breakfast, filling my tummy with dimsum! Walked around Melbourne city (though I have gotten bored of it already). WENT TO MIDDLE BRIGHTON BEACH! The one I wanted to go two weeks back. Feeling pretty blessed that I still got to go eventhough I missed the chance to before that. Though honestly, I was rather disappointed at the sight of the beach. It didnt have that sea smell and it didnt feel 'beachy' enough somehow. :/ But I still got to go. =')
Lastly. I had a super tummy filling dinner and...
I HAD MY SHARE OF AWESOME GELATI!!!!!!!!! Omg! =')
Eventhough my tummy was already super stuffed by dinner, and also eventhough I got really cold after that, the fact that I got to eat it was... omg. =')
Aaaahhhhhhhhh!!!! :D
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Friday, March 23, 2012
This pants is so tight, I feel like ripping it off. Why on earth did I buy such tight pants? Oh lord. Makes me feel like running home just to get this pair of jeans off my already skinny legs. Hrmmm. Problem is, it fits me so nicely that I never really thought twice. HAHAHA! IT ISNT EASY FOR ME TO FIND PANTS THAT COULD FIT ME PROPERLY, OKAY?!
You know how some songs just reminds you of a certain someone? There seemed to have no explanation to it, but everytime this particular song comes up, some images of what had happened before with that song in play, floods your thoughts for that moment. Very sentimental indeed. Especially when that song had been gone, buried under all the other newer mainstream songs. Then it suddenly decideed to play out of nowhere, the flood of memories you get would probably drown you in a tsunami like wave.
Just happens that each and every song would bring a different meaning, the song Titanium by David Guetta ft. Sia, reminded me of that last week I had back in Malaysia before I came over. The memories within that one song was tremendous that I would just sit there and browse through the images in my head about that whole week's events while enjoying the flow and beat of the music.
Right now, I feel like talking about it. I just remembered that this was one part of my memory that I kept in my head and not putting it down to preserve this particular memory. I guess I was worried of what people would respond to it, but hey, I am a big girl, I can take care of myself. ;) Hopefully after putting this piece of memory here, I can let it go and fill that memory space with newer ones. :)
So~ what the last week was like? A tremendously filled emotional week. As if I am not done mentioning how emotional I have been regarding this BIG STEP I made. HAHAHA. Bare with me, darlings, I am still learning to accept things as it is. :X
LOL! I am hesitating. :X
That song, Titanium, reminded me most about these three people, Brandon, Jian Arn and Kevin. The first time I was introduced to this song, was when I was following them for a random outing for the whole day. I was the only girl then, but I couldn't care less, cause I am the kind who is used to hanging out with guys more than girls. Honestly saying, I prefer hanging out with guys more than girls too. Hypocrite of my own kind, but yeah. I guess I was hesitating about this because if I were to mention or tell my friend that I will be the only girl hanging out with the guys, they would give me that 'disgusted' response and I would feel 'one kind' after that. HAHA! But yeah, screw that. It is after all what I am most comfortable with anyways. It isn't to say that the girls were free to accompany me around anyways.
ANYHOO. I hung out with the boys and they were doing their boys stuff, driving around random places and going for games of Pool whenever they could. Best part was that I didn't need to drive. HAHAHAH! :P It didn't feel awkward at all eventhough they were only talking about football and girls, I just felt comfortable sitting there, just enjoying their company. Funny how I would always feel left out when I am with a group of girls. Hrmph. So yes, it somehow helped lifted me off my depression for abit when I hung out with them.
Then there was this spontaneous overnight trip that the 4 of us had, up to Bukit Tinggi, just two nights before my departure to Aussie. I had no idea what I was thinking then, but I knew I wanted to go. But we had a problem, Jian Arn was already up there, and it was me, Brandon and Kevin needing to plan on how to get our asses up there for the night. I thought it would be too late for us to go up, but we went on anyhow. Brandon the driver, me as the GPS and Kevin as the passenger.
This is the post that I had written in my mobile but had never gotten it published:
" And today, I am here with three guys. The only girl amongst the rest of them. And I was initially worried of how I would fit in, but I couldnt care less. It just felt like I needed to come or some shit. Not a single thought on where I would sleep or how I would be feeling like amongst them.
They offered me the bed. Though I know they would prefer to sleep on the bed if they could, but because I was the only girl, it was only appropriate for me to have the bed for my own. I guess despite how much one tries to cut the fact that there are gender differences, the fact still remains. The unwritten boundary about it.
This is my first time hanging out in such manner. I do feel a tad bit uncomfortable, but fact is, this isnt as bad as it is. They did not push me aside for being the female, they included me in things they do. Which is fine really. Somewhat of things I needed. I could listen to what they have to say, and could just let lose.
Watching that chick flick just now, I did not feel awkward at all. I guess I have grown up in a manner where those things are acceptable. I got used to them cursing too. =P Hahahahaha! Definitely a stepping stone for me. Least to say, I have to learn to see if friends could be trusted before we could actually do things past the society's stigma. "
Wah. Sounded sentimental. I guess I was really emotional then. HAHA!
At least I had the chance to do that kinda thing before coming over here, ey? Honestly saying, that wasn't the only one time that I hung out as the only girl amongst the guys. There was another gang, Sean, Sa'doon, Luke, Marcus, Gareth, Wei Qi and Jeremy, sometimes Ka Weng joins us too. HAHAHAHAHHA! But at least this one has Sam joining us from time to time whenever she has the time to. MEEPLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
And when both these two groups are combined, HAHAHA. Epic.
It somehow seems like a pattern. If I were to hang out with girls, it would be a maximum of us three girls together. If it were to be any more than that, I would bail out or feel extremely awkward. Probably because it is much easier to talk when the max is only three of us, at least I know I will be heard then. hrmmm. Not too sure why exactly though. But I really do like it when I have personal meet ups with my girls. <3
GEORGE AND YUVARAJ ARE MY GIRLS! I can hang around these two with or without extra company. :D
I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose, far away, far away~~
SERIOUSLY THIS PANTS... OMG!
You know how some songs just reminds you of a certain someone? There seemed to have no explanation to it, but everytime this particular song comes up, some images of what had happened before with that song in play, floods your thoughts for that moment. Very sentimental indeed. Especially when that song had been gone, buried under all the other newer mainstream songs. Then it suddenly decideed to play out of nowhere, the flood of memories you get would probably drown you in a tsunami like wave.
Just happens that each and every song would bring a different meaning, the song Titanium by David Guetta ft. Sia, reminded me of that last week I had back in Malaysia before I came over. The memories within that one song was tremendous that I would just sit there and browse through the images in my head about that whole week's events while enjoying the flow and beat of the music.
Right now, I feel like talking about it. I just remembered that this was one part of my memory that I kept in my head and not putting it down to preserve this particular memory. I guess I was worried of what people would respond to it, but hey, I am a big girl, I can take care of myself. ;) Hopefully after putting this piece of memory here, I can let it go and fill that memory space with newer ones. :)
So~ what the last week was like? A tremendously filled emotional week. As if I am not done mentioning how emotional I have been regarding this BIG STEP I made. HAHAHA. Bare with me, darlings, I am still learning to accept things as it is. :X
LOL! I am hesitating. :X
That song, Titanium, reminded me most about these three people, Brandon, Jian Arn and Kevin. The first time I was introduced to this song, was when I was following them for a random outing for the whole day. I was the only girl then, but I couldn't care less, cause I am the kind who is used to hanging out with guys more than girls. Honestly saying, I prefer hanging out with guys more than girls too. Hypocrite of my own kind, but yeah. I guess I was hesitating about this because if I were to mention or tell my friend that I will be the only girl hanging out with the guys, they would give me that 'disgusted' response and I would feel 'one kind' after that. HAHA! But yeah, screw that. It is after all what I am most comfortable with anyways. It isn't to say that the girls were free to accompany me around anyways.
ANYHOO. I hung out with the boys and they were doing their boys stuff, driving around random places and going for games of Pool whenever they could. Best part was that I didn't need to drive. HAHAHAH! :P It didn't feel awkward at all eventhough they were only talking about football and girls, I just felt comfortable sitting there, just enjoying their company. Funny how I would always feel left out when I am with a group of girls. Hrmph. So yes, it somehow helped lifted me off my depression for abit when I hung out with them.
Then there was this spontaneous overnight trip that the 4 of us had, up to Bukit Tinggi, just two nights before my departure to Aussie. I had no idea what I was thinking then, but I knew I wanted to go. But we had a problem, Jian Arn was already up there, and it was me, Brandon and Kevin needing to plan on how to get our asses up there for the night. I thought it would be too late for us to go up, but we went on anyhow. Brandon the driver, me as the GPS and Kevin as the passenger.
This is the post that I had written in my mobile but had never gotten it published:
" And today, I am here with three guys. The only girl amongst the rest of them. And I was initially worried of how I would fit in, but I couldnt care less. It just felt like I needed to come or some shit. Not a single thought on where I would sleep or how I would be feeling like amongst them.
They offered me the bed. Though I know they would prefer to sleep on the bed if they could, but because I was the only girl, it was only appropriate for me to have the bed for my own. I guess despite how much one tries to cut the fact that there are gender differences, the fact still remains. The unwritten boundary about it.
This is my first time hanging out in such manner. I do feel a tad bit uncomfortable, but fact is, this isnt as bad as it is. They did not push me aside for being the female, they included me in things they do. Which is fine really. Somewhat of things I needed. I could listen to what they have to say, and could just let lose.
Watching that chick flick just now, I did not feel awkward at all. I guess I have grown up in a manner where those things are acceptable. I got used to them cursing too. =P Hahahahaha! Definitely a stepping stone for me. Least to say, I have to learn to see if friends could be trusted before we could actually do things past the society's stigma. "
Wah. Sounded sentimental. I guess I was really emotional then. HAHA!
At least I had the chance to do that kinda thing before coming over here, ey? Honestly saying, that wasn't the only one time that I hung out as the only girl amongst the guys. There was another gang, Sean, Sa'doon, Luke, Marcus, Gareth, Wei Qi and Jeremy, sometimes Ka Weng joins us too. HAHAHAHAHHA! But at least this one has Sam joining us from time to time whenever she has the time to. MEEPLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
And when both these two groups are combined, HAHAHA. Epic.
It somehow seems like a pattern. If I were to hang out with girls, it would be a maximum of us three girls together. If it were to be any more than that, I would bail out or feel extremely awkward. Probably because it is much easier to talk when the max is only three of us, at least I know I will be heard then. hrmmm. Not too sure why exactly though. But I really do like it when I have personal meet ups with my girls. <3
GEORGE AND YUVARAJ ARE MY GIRLS! I can hang around these two with or without extra company. :D
I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose, far away, far away~~
SERIOUSLY THIS PANTS... OMG!
Thursday, March 22, 2012
The irony of it all,
I am actually living my dreams.
One that I only thought of three years ago. Sometimes, taking a step back to see where have you been, could actually propel you much further forward when you can't even put a step forward at all. Somewhat like that one step in front of you would make you fall a million feet towards death, or you have to take a slingshot to get over that one stepl. Sounds like cheating if you ask me, but it isn't always that these 'situations' come by. And when they do, it is just a matter whether you choose to take the plus points or take the hard (but definitely a silly) move.
I WANTED TO BE HERE!
And so I am here, but I am not having the time of my life as I expected. CORRECTION: I wasn't expecting anything at all, to be honest. I guess I was just too preoccupied with the fact that, 'I MUST GET MY ASS TO AUSTRALIA REGARDLESS OF THE CONSEQUESNCES'. Would that be a dumb thing to do? Was I too ambitious then? Or it just happened to be the right attitude that was necessary, otherwise I won't be able to experience what I am experiencing at this very moment.
Mixed feelings on how I should be feeling, on how I am feeling even. Which one has more priority? Living here, or studying properly? No doubt the education here was definite worth the determination to get my ass here. After all, I was lucky enough to get into Monash even. But I totally blocked those 'luck' away, and started glooming on whatever I was missing; home, friends, company, THAT QUEEN SIZED BED, MY DARLING SUNNY (my mother's, but yeah, it's like mine, LOL).
EVERYTHING was perfect then. Not to say that things aren't perfect here, but I guess I am still on the edge, trying to set my feet into this magnificent land that seemed to provide me a promising future, but an obvious struggle to get there. On the other hand, the past was no longer worth stepping back anymore either.
Truth is, I am finding it difficult to step into that mess ahead of me. Fact that everyone else has already left me and are tens of steps ahead of me, makes me feel like there wasn't any point going on anyways. DUMB THOUGHT. haha! Don't blame me, please. It's just my ridiculous thought, you always have a choice to stop reading you know? :P
Or maybe I'm just too tired from the routine I am having at the moment. Assignments, self studies and never ending streak of online tests. It tends to make me worry that I would not be able to catch up and be left out. Not to forget, I might actually miss out the most important details of any given duedates or information. :O
SCARY OKAY?!
I am complaining like a bitch. hehehe.
SORRY BOSS! <3
GOOD NEWS! SNSD IS HEADED TO MALAYSIAN SHORE AFTER ME WAITING FOR AN UNGODLY 5 YEARS FOR THEM TO COME. AND NOW I AM HERE IN AUSTRALIA. Seriously. why? :(
Anyhoo, Lady Gaga is coming over to Melb. Planning to save up some money and go for her badass concert. :)
Sigh. You see, want to enjoy pun susah. WHAT TO ENJOY YOU TELL ME?! STUDY ONLY LO. what to do? pffffftttt.
Seriously, why didn't I think about this shitty part ever?
I wonder what my life would be like if I were to be in Tassie.
hrmmmmmmmm....
I am actually living my dreams.
One that I only thought of three years ago. Sometimes, taking a step back to see where have you been, could actually propel you much further forward when you can't even put a step forward at all. Somewhat like that one step in front of you would make you fall a million feet towards death, or you have to take a slingshot to get over that one stepl. Sounds like cheating if you ask me, but it isn't always that these 'situations' come by. And when they do, it is just a matter whether you choose to take the plus points or take the hard (but definitely a silly) move.
I WANTED TO BE HERE!
And so I am here, but I am not having the time of my life as I expected. CORRECTION: I wasn't expecting anything at all, to be honest. I guess I was just too preoccupied with the fact that, 'I MUST GET MY ASS TO AUSTRALIA REGARDLESS OF THE CONSEQUESNCES'. Would that be a dumb thing to do? Was I too ambitious then? Or it just happened to be the right attitude that was necessary, otherwise I won't be able to experience what I am experiencing at this very moment.
Mixed feelings on how I should be feeling, on how I am feeling even. Which one has more priority? Living here, or studying properly? No doubt the education here was definite worth the determination to get my ass here. After all, I was lucky enough to get into Monash even. But I totally blocked those 'luck' away, and started glooming on whatever I was missing; home, friends, company, THAT QUEEN SIZED BED, MY DARLING SUNNY (my mother's, but yeah, it's like mine, LOL).
EVERYTHING was perfect then. Not to say that things aren't perfect here, but I guess I am still on the edge, trying to set my feet into this magnificent land that seemed to provide me a promising future, but an obvious struggle to get there. On the other hand, the past was no longer worth stepping back anymore either.
Truth is, I am finding it difficult to step into that mess ahead of me. Fact that everyone else has already left me and are tens of steps ahead of me, makes me feel like there wasn't any point going on anyways. DUMB THOUGHT. haha! Don't blame me, please. It's just my ridiculous thought, you always have a choice to stop reading you know? :P
Or maybe I'm just too tired from the routine I am having at the moment. Assignments, self studies and never ending streak of online tests. It tends to make me worry that I would not be able to catch up and be left out. Not to forget, I might actually miss out the most important details of any given duedates or information. :O
SCARY OKAY?!
I am complaining like a bitch. hehehe.
SORRY BOSS! <3
GOOD NEWS! SNSD IS HEADED TO MALAYSIAN SHORE AFTER ME WAITING FOR AN UNGODLY 5 YEARS FOR THEM TO COME. AND NOW I AM HERE IN AUSTRALIA. Seriously. why? :(
Anyhoo, Lady Gaga is coming over to Melb. Planning to save up some money and go for her badass concert. :)
Sigh. You see, want to enjoy pun susah. WHAT TO ENJOY YOU TELL ME?! STUDY ONLY LO. what to do? pffffftttt.
Seriously, why didn't I think about this shitty part ever?
I wonder what my life would be like if I were to be in Tassie.
hrmmmmmmmm....
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