Good morning

Things had been good so far. I don't feel like I absolutely hate my life at the moment. This feeling is pretty amazing.

Today, I read a post by a friend on Facebook mentioning how he regretted studying what he studied and could not figure out how to tell his parents about it. It made me feel like talking about a whole lot of things and I didn't know where I could talk about it without looking like someone whom the people will hate. Yeah. The struggle is real. I have so much to say but nowhere to channel my thoughts to. :/

I feel like the asian mindset is trapped in a particular way that anything that strays, jutting out of this trap will only get burned badly. Everything has to be in order, everything has to be perfect, MONEY is the most important bit about life! Not to mention the biasness and the sneaky things that people do to certain group of people of their liking. I just feel like everything is unfair back at home. People would work their hardest and get the lowest pay, people who works the least gets bulks of money into their pockets. People who are "poor" gets dissed, people who are slighty well to do spending time with average people gets dissed. What on earth?

no.

I shouldn't go on.

But it's frustrating. :(

I'm just going to have my lunch and go study. This shall be a remnant of the past that I do not wish to talk about.