It is difficult to live a life not knowing HOW.

Right or wrong, nobody knows.

The only thing to know is the feeling that you get after doing that particular thing. Say if you feel good about it, then I suppose it should be right. But if it feels bad, does it really mean is wrong though?

Winter really is a horrible season. Everything about it makes me feel negative. My body functions differently and I could not push myself as hard as I'd like to. Then I get confused on whether I am making excuses to not push any harder, or if I really am finding it difficult to perform at my peak.

I don't think it's a question I have an answer to.

Life is rather confusing. I think I need a therapist.