Speaking of which, I probably had my first laptop when I started using this blog url. Now, I have a new laptop! Hooray me! Part of me feels cheeky, but other part of me felt rather accomplished. My new laptop is actually the same laptop, except that it's now silver and an upgrade of intel core i7. Minus the beats audio feature, but I guess that's not too bad. It's just as heavy and this time it's SILVER instead of my previous black. It does feel like I am using an apple product because of the silver coating. But I am happy that it's similar to my old laptop, in a way there's less adjustments to make and it's more of an upgrade to my older laptop which died of a broken fan due to overheating.
WHAT HAS HAPPENED since I last posted..?
we've adopted Harriet! <3
my gorgeous little red burmese bub.
I am now a volunteer at Melbourne Zoo
I am also a volunteer in the cattery of RSPCA burwood
and I'm still not done with my cert II ;D
I spent an entire year not looking for a job. It's a negative, but I'm not entirely depressed about it. In a way I kinda learned different set of knowledge and thought from that. Right now I guess, I really need to look for a job that pays. Hopefully now I am better qualified for a job that actually pays for my efforts.
I haven't been complaining much about life. Except I still complain about everything to Jinwei. HAHA. unfortunate Jinwei. :x
Life without Facebook is pretty good too! :D
Though of course that meant I had more time on Instagram. But at least it's much easier to control as I could easily unfollow people on Instagram than on Facebook. This is simply because I am following less friends on Instagram than Facebook. In a way, it also made me much more difficult to reach. With that, it also closed a whole lot of doors for me. People had to go through Jinwei in order to reach me. Which I find rather relieving because when these matters do reach me, I would know that they are actual important issues. Being off Facebook also allowed me to explore life more.. it allowed me to feel and understand myself more which then allowed me to respond to other things surrounding me more organically.. if that even made sense. Maybe it's allowed me to feel slightly more confident with myself and the things I do, rather than constantly trying to showcase myself to others and wait for their response to prove that I am doing the right thing. This should be an entire post by itself. But that is fine.
I do feel very rusty typing stuff out now though. It has been almost an entire year since I last sat down and actually type about things. There had been so many good moments last year that I never bothered documenting. It does feel like I've lost a whole lot of momentos, now that I could never look back at it and go 'oh, that's what happened to me then'.
There had been so many new discoveries for me last year. Living with a partner has many ups and downs that I never manage to talk about. I wasn't sure if it was a good thing to talk about as I was afraid that it would come back and haunt me someday. But in all seriousness, I really need to remember how talking to myself (blogging) actually helps me clear up a thought or two and it is actually rather therapeutical. I can honestly say that I have been too dependent on Jinwei to keep my mind and thoughts in line. OH what should I do to remind myself no to?
Maybe now I've gotten past the phase of 'omg, we're living together' that I could sit down and find more time to be with myself. Right now I need to figure out what is best for myself, be more rational and feel less impulsive. That would take a while.. but I think I'll get there.
Nobody reads this, but this is like a little letter to my future self.
'THIS IS WHO YOU WERE'
was your nintendo ds really a good idea?
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