2.46am 26th March 2016

I am starting to think that I am crazy. In a place where I finally found people who are similar to me, I still feel isolated and lost.

Yes, they have the same enthusiasm about animals. But why do I feel like theirs aren't as genuine as mine?

Yes, they undeniably love animal as much as I do. But why do I feel like they are loving animals for the wrong reasons?

Yes, we may be working towards the same goal. But why do I feel like their purpose of reaching that goal is different from mine?

Am I reading a wrong book or is this something I have to go through before I actually find the real meaning to all of this?

I don't understand how this is even possible. Nothing makes any sense.

Is this not the place that I've always wanted to be in? Why is it unpleasant, why is it so difficult, why does everything feel so wrong? Have I been living a lie all this while?