Haven't been working for about three months now, feeling all sorts of feeling at the moment.

I do feel like there is nothing left for me to do as I have already achieved whatever I really want to achieve. Maybe because I don't aim for a lot or that I want to be the best at what I do. I am okay being average. I just need to find something that I truly connect and find my self worth doing.

I do feel like there is more out there about myself to be discovered. So much interest, but which one do I want to make a reality that would help pay to feed my own mouth.

Painting my own nails have been very entertaining. It keeps me occupied for about 4 to 5 hours in a day, which is quite a large chunk of time. I get very satisfied with my effort too! The sparkles and the glitter that would last me a couple of days, a week if I am lucky. The excitement of trying something new after the current one falls off, keeps me excited, keeps me going, keeps me exploring.

That's not a job that would feed my mouth though. I still need to practice a lot too. Hrmm..

What to do, what to do.