11 Oct 2013

I am one year away from graduating.. At least that is what I think I am.

Then I found out I have to do a year of honours to do Masters.

Well, I guess thats one idea scraped out. Though in all seriousness, doing Honours might get me somewhere. Where, is somewhere I have no idea of. What am I going to do with my life? What am I going to do after I am done studying my stuff? Should I stay another year for Honours and give myself an extra year worth of time, or should I just stop studying and actually do something about it?

I have three options:

+ Major in Zoology and pick random units to fill up my quota with a minor in Physiology
+ Major in Marine Biology, minor in Zoology and Physiology
+ Major in Zoology / Marine Biology and a major in Physiology

The third option seems insane. But I picked that last year cause I thought I could handle it and maybe put myself in a safer position in the future. Then as I am just about done with this year, I figured that Physiology may be understandable for me, but it was a little too boring for me. The practicals were boring, the lecturers were boring.. also not to forget that Physiology is really general too. It pretty much brings me back to ground zero.

Actually, I have been on ground zero since second semester of my first year. I don't have any driven force to continue doing what I wanted to do.

A minor doesn't really serve much of its purpose, does it? It wouldn't appear on your graduation thing, only majors would. It would be so swag if I had two majors.. But I don't even know if I can actually do it. My results are shit..

Starting to regret every decision that I had made to have gotten me here today..

Here's one thing I know, I don't see how am I going to earn an income with my profession as a Zoologist or a Marine Biologist or a Physiologist. Negativity even before I start doing something, is another part of me that I am undoubtedly good at.