Why airstewardess?

For a chance to fly to different parts of the world, experiencing different cultures, meeting a whole lot of people all around the world.

And you are paid to do so.

Feels more like a research thing going on there. Self research, that is. But it is still a job. One that requires patience, perseverance and dedication? Also the fact that one will always be on the move, constantly moving around from places to places. Probably something I wouldn't mind. Plus the exposure would be tremendous, perhaps building my inner courage to built myself to become a sturdier individual. Just maybe...

It has been a month that I have been pampered into being my old self again. The old me who is not daring to stand up as an 'adult', the one who is highly dependent on people, the one who has brought some trouble just like always. I have totally ignored the fact that I have left for Melbourne and that I lived in Melbourne for about 4-5 months, and that I am only back for a trip. I was definitely enjoying myself. :)

But I have to leave these as it is, once again. Going back to the aussie life that I have built. At some point, I started to feel as though my 'aussie me' and my 'normal me', are two whole different personalities. Probably building myself a separate alter ego altogether. I could not relate these two personalities together at all, somehow.

Back here, I am surrounded with people. In Melbourne, I am surrounded with virtual people.

I never speak of Australia to my Malaysian friends. Thinking that it was no point sharing as it was a bittersweet start for me and it was a very long story to even present to them. People will definitely lose interest at probably the icing of the story, and then drift off, changing the topic.

Honestly saying, they seem to have stories that were much more interesting than mine. Theirs were ongoing, current, easily relatable amongst them. Who was I kidding?

Myself, definitely.

Live in my own shadows, engulfing myself with questions that I could only answer by guessing. But at least I got my answers now. Only thing left to do, is let time do it's magic. *science has thought me well in this sense, questioning and being extremely curious, then learn why it turned out that way* science freak. I love bio! :D

I want to graduate with a major in Zoology in Australia, then get a job as an airstewardess.

Owh, I will. :)