You sit and you wonder, what to cook for dinner? What to have to lunch? When will I sit down and do my proper studying?

First day of uni, I felt the tremendous amount of stress loaded on my back. I knew I have to get things goings, otherwise, I will be losing my synchronization in studying. I prepared myself well the previous time I came, I had an allowance of a month to get used to the things here. I could easily snap back into that life if I wanted to. But I am somehow refusing to do so.

Deadlines, essay questions are being published, missed interview. It's a busy life, that I would want to live in. I know it is. But I am still refusing to sit down and start with my studying.

Yes, I am paying attention in classes. Yes, the subjects I am enrolled into this time fascinates me. But something is just not right somehow.