I absolutely love my home desktop. This screen size is something I wish I could game with every single time I game. The keyboard is also a proper keyboard, which is almost perfect to game with. Also very unlikely that this would overheat as fast as the laptop. Not to forget the speakers attached to this desktop. Oh myyyyyyy. Bro only upgraded this when I left for Aussieland. Every single time I come home, all I see is him being plunged into his own workspace with his macbook, this lonely sad magestic desktop is just sitting there in the living area with it's screen BLACK.

Hence I thought it would be awesome if I installed Left 4 Dead 2 into this desktop and have a ball at it while I am back. kekeke

It always feels like there are just too much happening in my life that I just couldn't be bothered talking about it sometimes. It does feel like I am bragging about how I have things to do and pretty much living my life there in Melbourne. It does feel like I couldn't really connect with my friends back here too. Whenever they start talking about random stuff, it would be absolutely normal to just crash in and join their random conversation. But I just felt out of place, and ended up zoning out. My heart flutters, wanting to explode and share with them, my awesome memories and experiences there in Aussieland. Part of me felt like, if I were to spill the story of my life over the sea, it would be as though I am boasting about it.

Not everybody will be interested in listening to your heavenly-like boastful experiences that they don't get to experience themselves. I even secretly wished that I could package everyone abroad to where I am, and having them to experience the same memorable experiences as I had. Self experienced fun and pain, who would want to go through that alone? :(

It does gets depressing sometimes. But as long as you have one or two friends who will be there by your side throughout the whole ordeal, it is presumably fine, no?