Fabricated lifestyle.

Honestly I can't help but to reread what people have posted on my Facebook announcement. Never have I seen such meaningful messages in my timeline of Facebook. Even though I know that people are constantly publishing happy moments of their lives, people will also 'like' your shared happy moments. But what if you're not happy? People don't like unhappiness. You get told off to be stronger, you will be dubbed as an attention seeking whore, you also get ignored.

Hrmmm.. I can feel like I have built my personality based on what the society shapes a person to be. I would say that I had no strong base personality where I am confident with my decisions and that I am lacking with self confidence. Even when I know I am right at something, I could somehow believe that I am altogether wrong and was never right to begin with.

Being human is subjective. There is no marginal differences that could compare you with somebody else. Everyone is equal but different in some way.

I can't hide and pretend that I am not happy with what is happening in the society. But people will be people. It's something that I have to learn to accept.. right?

Mann. Growing up just messes with me even more. I wish I had grown to love myself and be content with who I am when I was younger. Right now its just a battle against myself.

Also, I believe that there is something not quite balanced in my brain. Like physiologically, not psychologically.