I actually can't believe I spent the entire semester not playing ultimate at all.

Literally saying, I stopped playing ultimate until I-dont-know-when. I am itching to play again though. But at the same time, I know that if I start again, I have a whole lot of work to do.

Beginning of the semester, I was trying my luck in trying to play with the best team that monash could put out for league. I knew that if I did get that spot, I would feel the need to push myself harder in wanting to improve myself and maybe actually aim to be in the team for AUG. But of course, I didn't make the cut and was placed in the second team. Knowing myself, I'd definitely wouldn't be stuffed about pushing myself any harder than I already was. So instead of taking the spot, I decided to let it go and focus more on my studies.

Right now, I could tell that if I actually made it to div 1, I would probably be highly driven to aim for AUG. The last time I had training was mid January with Honey which was really amazing, but I had to disappear for a month and didn't feel like going back to slow down their progress. :/

I literally spent my entire semester worrying about my future and working through my assignments. Kinda regret wanting to take Physiology as an extra major. Fingers crossed it'll pay off in the end.

Can't say I belong to Monash ulti, can't say I belong to Melbourne ulti either.
Maybe I got myself into this little mess. Yet it worked out so well for me last year, but why is it this year that everything is so wonky? :(

That disconnection is uncomfortable to me and unclear to everyone else.

It's a little ridiculous to know that I might actually drop another passion of mine.

I need to stop doing that. Australia Zoo, here I come?