8.34am, 20th October 2012.

Since I figured I have substance to write, maybe writing a daily blog for this trip wouldn't be a bad idea after all. HEHEHE

It's the morning of the much anticipated wedding. Ever since I made that decision to purchase my flight back for this occasion, I was pretty much psyching myself up, predicting that this will be one of the toughest week ever for me (at least up til the present day, that is). Considering that the wedding falls on the first day of my SWOTVAC week (one weeks worth of study break before the exam commences), at least I knew I will not be missing classes. The only thing I needed to do, was just to prepare myself for my first paper, Chemistry which is on the 29th of October. I never really deemed it as a YOLO (you only live once) thing until a friend mentioned that it was pretty hardcore. Preparing myself for this day, had has it's legendary past, which will be worth remembering.

It began as soon as I got home for my 2nd semester in uni. I planned my timetable, whereby I would get Friday off, so that I would not miss a single lab session (the most important part of the unit, really). But nope, the uni's system decided to give me a Chemistry lab session on Fridays. It got me flopped up for a bit, but it was still settle-able. All I needed to do was to approach them and ask for a transfer, and they gave me a change for that last session of mine. With that done, I had one less thing to worry about. heh!

As the semester progressed, I got myself much more active and I was literally busy running around Melbourne. From my sister's, to frisbee flinging sessions, to important meet ups with the malaysian society, and also just to meet up with some friends to have a little leisure-social time. Definitely would have to blame myself for not being able to manage time properly, as I had not been nerding in the library as much as I used to be. Which in a way, sets back my studying pace, by quite alot. Right now, I have that Chemistry paper to worry about, and I would have to rush back to Melb, and hardcore nerding will have to be done up til the paper. :X

Also, my bro assigned me to perform for his wedding night. Couldn't remember how that decision came along, but I only assumed that I am singing for no reason at all. HAHAHAHAHA Though Natasha will be the main performer. heh. So I guess it was fine. Even knowing so, I was still very worried about my performance. Today is the wedding day, and I am still considering which song to perform tonight. I don't know how I would describe this, it was an initial plan where I would duet with Natasha. But because we were miles apart, it was almost impossible for us to practice together, to get it close to even right. I did thought that it would be a better idea for her to sing my part, so that I wouldn't have to be the embarrassment, singing in my own world. Ohhh. I just feel like laughing when I think of this. 

That tensed feeling I get, made me sat down, and started to record myself singing. The more times i listen to myself sing, the more and more convinced I was that I shouldn't be singing. But at the same time, it felt like I should be performing, as I have my word with Natasha. After all, it's just ONE SONG, right..?

Prior to coming home, it was also partially because my dear friend's birthday falls just a few days after the wedding. It gave me more reasons to come home. hehe. Assignments up my nose, studies up my throat, I am surprised I made it this far, and I am still blogging about it today. HAHAHAHAHA

There are definitely more and more people gathering downstairs, as I sit in my brother's room for the first time, blogging about this.