21 July 2013

Maybe I should start blogging everyday. Just to release myself from the unnecessary tension that I put myself into. I sometimes do believe that I am in desperate need of help too. In a way where I won't be judged for whatever I say, like a psychiatrist, or a personal counselor per say.. HRMMM.. Let's see if day-by-day blogging helps for the time being. With an addition catch, and extra burn to myself : total transparency. THAT, is going to be a big big challenge for me. meepp..

Looking at how Monday Night League is starting again tomorrow, I am feeling rather fortunate that I wouldn't have to worry too much on several problems that revolves around it..
1. Problems with getting there
2. Problems with having enough girls on the line to play
3. Problems with coming home in time for a massively early lecture the next day
4. Problems with having very random dinner times
5. Problems with getting home
Pretty much problems that are just popping out of my head, when all I should be doing, is enjoying them extra game hours I get as well as a little mingle with other ultimate frisbee players. Hrmm.. But in all seriousness, it really is far from where I live and it takes about an hour to get there, and what more, an hour to reach back home. Earliest game would begin at 7, which means I have to leave Clayton before 6, just to be there on time. I remember there were so many games where I would just turn up, wondering if we would have enough players to put a line on the field or not. Only resulting with subs from other divs and other groups filling in for us, just so we have a game to play. Hrmm..

What I like about Monday League however, were the training sessions that MUF organises in between games. It kinda gives me an extra minute or two on a little proper throws and cut timings before running on the field for my game. Also, watching everybody play ultimate frisbee is just fun. It gives me time away from other nonsense that I have to think of and just watch everyone play, while I try to mentally plan how it could be played better.

Can't imagine how bad my ulti skills will drop by me missing out on this season..
I have Sunday Uni League though. At least this is in the afternoon and I still can be home early at night for an 8am lecture on Monday (oh how I am going to dread this real badly). WELL.. we shall see how things will go.

*total transparency failed here. maybe i'll try again tomorrow. LOL*
I RESIGNED.
This isn't something I would normally do, I'd fight til my eyeballs fall out of my skull if I had to. But I had made my decision and I don't think it is wise to mention the reasons why I decided to do so. I guess as of now; YOLO.

I really should send out these souvenirs that I bought from Gold Coast.. it's hogging up space on my -already-narrow study table. Knowing myself, if I don't do it sooner or later, it's going to sit here til the end of time, untouched.. BLEARGH

Okayyy. Let's see how long I can keep up with this daily blogging shit.. :D
I AM PRETTY DETERMINED.