24 July 2013

I think so hard before I give an answer, yet I still wasn't sure if it is the right thing to do or otherwise. It is as though I have lost my own voice to speak and would have to rely on someone else to do the talking for me, or to distract attention away from me. Lonely times has been a good friend of mine. I'd be happy to drift away to my own world, and just sleep through the day and pretend nothing is happening. That is in fact, pretty terrible. Play the 'people' card, or the 'yolo' card, pretending that my individual card doesn't exist at all.

Wouldn't that be cool though? Using power cards to live life in this world? Then of course, it is just plain unrealistic. For all you know, I could be dr. Jekyll and mr. Hyde on different times of the day and still remain unknown to people. Hahahahaha. What a dramatic life that would be.

Finally I get to stay home and spend some time with my housemates. It has been forever since I stayed home and actually have some moments with them. It also has been forever since we actually sat down and play card or board games together, we'd then laugh at ourselves when we make a wrong move and allow the other person to win. I find it rather daunting playing with them.  This is where I elapse and play the 'people' card and just play to fill in space so that the game would be more interesting. But of course I still will play my best, it's just very unlikely that I will win against them; especially if I overthink it. Kinda spoils the fun for myself and possibly for them too. :X

Going up the mountains tomorrow midnight. I really do think I am feeling not-too-excited about it. 13 degrees down here on flat land and I am already freezing. Not sure if I am bringing enough things to keep me warm while I am up there. Maybe I should just stay in bed for the rest of the day. That is if they have heater that is functioning well. But everyone will be out in the snow having fun. :O it will be one year ago since I last went up there, I really thought I wouldn't go up again. But hey ho, look whose going up there again? LOL OHHHH.. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO. Fingers crossed I'll survive. :X

Should I pack more and have a heavier load to carry just so I have enough things to keep me warm, or just go with necessities and hope that I won't die and be a princess about the cold? Hrmmm..

Cards. Wild card. Aren't they fun? lol