23 July 2013

Starting to think that daily blogging might be a little insane. Then again, I am probably not me if I am not insane.

So I subbed in for Melbourne U's team yesterday on Monday Night League. Decided that it really was the better decision to not be fully dedicated to it this semester. With me filling in, I don't feel obligated that I MUST be there and hope that we would have enough players to not forfeit the game. Everytime before I stand in line for the game, I'll go 'I don't want to playyyyyyyyy'. But this was that one place where I knew almost everyone and can make a complete fool of myself and still be completely fine. HRMMM. Played a savage game as we didn't have enough girls. Thought my stamina improved alot, was a little proud of myself after the game ended. Hehe 180mins full on! Then of course I still needed to improve on my throws and my cuts. Bleargh.. I wondered what was my purpose in a ultimate team today. I came with a conclusion that I am just a joker on the team. It's not like I have no idea what is going on, but because of my inexperience, I wasn't sure if I was actually thinking the right thing. So, I guess becoming a joker is okay.. :X

My second year second sem timetable has been released, and I really have to thank my lovely housemate for helping me get it so beautifully done once again! I had a Monday off last semester, and now I have a Thursday off instead. It isn't a bad thing, considering I have 3 pretty packed days, having a day off out of the whole week is just fun.fun.FUN! Though I secretly hope that my future me will make perfect use of that day and to study whatever that I would have learned for the previous hectic three days. Then I might or might not have a lab for my physio unit on Fridays. Keeping my fingers crossed that it will be fortnightly, just like last semester, then I can secretly have Fridays off too! WHEEEEEEEEEEE ~!

I also made the decision to resign from the Grand Malaysian Ball committee. I have to admit that it may not be a wise decision to do so, but I feel convinced that they would work out something that would be much better than my own initial plans. It also didnt feel right for me to stay on and I was giving myself unnecessary stress when I know very well that all these attention should be channeled to my studies instead. That relief when I reminded myself that I no longer have to think about it anymore.

CAUSE I HAVE OTHER THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT.. gg.

Mmh. What do I do? :/

I got to destress today though. Went on a little trip to Mornington Peninsula. A random walk on the wildlife reserve park, then to Point Nepean for a little stroll on the beach, then our highlight of the day; Peninsula Hot Springs. Ehehehehehe. How peaceful does that sound? As peaceful as it is, I am feeling absolutely worn out right now, I can easily slip into a long and deep sleep any moment now.. heh :)

Will be going up to the mountains for snow this weekend. Not sure if I am looking forward to it. More terrified of how I won't be able to brake on my skis in time and just fall off the track and will never be found again. LOL. We'll see about that. :)

I realise I have been rather stuck with my conversations these days, somewhat between 'I don't know if I am saying the right thing' and 'I am not sure if you'll get what I am saying'. I'll end up stuttering while I make the decision to say what I want to say next, whether I should just blurt it or make some shit up and it doesn't make any sense so it becomes some meaningless random shit. Ooh. I'd say it's because I get ultra sensitive wondering if people actually care about what I say or they'd just forget what I say just like every other random day to day jibber. Hrmmm..