" girls fucking hate each other"

True that. And thank goodness for the existence of Jenna Marbles, who knows she actually manage to make some differences with her honest thoughts through her YouTube videos. People in general prefer watching 'funny' videos and she has them. How she portrays and tackles certain topics, actually amuses me. Her honesty struck me the most. Especially with her usage of "fuck" at almost every sentence possible, where she placed them were somehow appropriate and doesnt make me stop to cringe for abit. I am quite sensitive to this word, to be honest. I guess it was due to it being overused at unnecessary times. But she, uses them appropriately somehow. It just hits the right place.

There has to be an inspiration for every post, or even any action to be precise. There would have to be somemore of factor that would be the cause of something else to happen, yes? And today, I saw a newly posted video by Jenna Marbles about how girls hate each other. I was agreeing with everything she said. Impressed that she still managed to make it entertaining eventhough it may be some serious matter to talk about.

As a matter of fact, it is precisely the reason why I prefer to hang out more with the guys as compared to the girls. I feel extremely insecure whenever I am around girls, that feeling whereby I will constantly be judged by every move I take, every word I say, at almost everything. It can get terrifying as it progresses. Though it really does depend in each individual. But as I see it, girls are always talking about other people. If given the chance, they would compare themselves with the others. Some kind of competition to be the best out of the best. Maybe. It still happens regardless. Unlike guys, they just go freely with everything and anything. They are most honest when they say, "nothing". For a girl, "nothing" literally means EVERYTHING.

I, am a girl. I judge too, hence the existence of insecurity. It terrifies me, for I would find more and more of my own flaws when I am around girls. They can say almost anything. Even without you asking, they would have the answer ready already. Guys? They wont give it much thoughts, until the moment they think of it or when you ask at that specific moment. "why think so much" they would say, fact is, our brains are filled with almost EVERYTHING. I wish I know why, but we just do. =/ it gets quite tiring trying to figure this out though.

Even right now, I am really tired. But I just feel like talking about this.

I like how the boys think. Minus all those dirty thoughts and the excessive cursings, yeap, it's mostly clear and peaceful. Finding a guy who hates another guy's is pretty uncommon if you ask me, I would definitely say something is seriously wrong with that dude, cause guys would say that they are angry or they couldnt care less about those that dont require their attention. Girls? "I hate this person", and the reasons would normally be unreasonable. And they have tons to backup on why she hates them. We can see girls getting jealous more often and hating much more too. Even with people they DON'T KNOW. And girls would always complain that the guys are never understanding, I question if they actually tried understanding boys before they say that. I pity the boys. =/ I really do.

Girls are complicated as hell. >=(

Accept my own flaws as a girl and flaunt it. Sure, I accepted the fact that I am not the best of the best, yet I STILL watch what people have to say about me. I'd say I could use them to improve myself. But the truth is, as much as I try to improve myself, I will never be the best. I try not to let the comments bother me, I guess trying still needs some reinforcements.