3200 feet above sea level, directly above Jakarta. *the pilot just announced, but I forgotten what the number was exactly. LOL*

How I wish my flight has entertainment screen where I can just play for the whole night until I arrive in the fresh smelling atmosphere of Australia. Nope. I had to opt for the cheapest flight. And hence, airasia. Definitely gonna fly malaysian airlines if I am given the chance to, next round. Hrmph.

Lets go with a story now, shall we? I'm pretty much too bored right now in my seat, stuck in this crampy seat of mine, with a slightly empty tummy, writing would work best right now. Prolly taking about 1 to 2 hours, just writing. Hee! <3

The night before my flight, I was running up and down the room trying to figure out how to cut down my luggage weight. It was overweight by about 5kg, and I had nothing else that I could possibly think of taking out. Lifting my luggages over and over again, placing them on the weight scale and then taking it off, before unzipping the luggage and then sitting there stoning, thinking what is there that I could possibly NOT bring over. Been travelling before, but never really in such a scale where I literally have to bring EVERYTHING with me. I was worried that there were things that I needed to bring but was unable to. But it was getting me into alot of unnecessary stress, so I decided to just let it be overweight, and went to sleep. That would be about 4.20 in the morning.

I am missing my bed already. Which was precisely why I didnt even bother replying any messages when it started ringing at about 8am. Figured that I needed time with my bed much more than my phone, I continue sleeping. It was almost noon when I woke up. But I still lay around and roll in bed. Even camwhored with my darling pooh bear for abit, reluctant to leave the bed. ='/

Figured that I practically had nothing left to do, I just lay there in bed for almost ever. Until I sat at the desktop, searching for how much it would cost me if I had overweight luggages. Then an idea came, I could take those excess weights and put them as hand carrys! It was a serious proud moment then as I had finally figured a way to solve this overweight issue. :D and so I went packing. How satisfied I was. Hehe.

After a late lunch, I thought of my bed again. Little did I know, I was rather tired and I just went to sleep. Another round of sleep! The last time I pigged like that had been quite some time ago, and boy, was the sleep a satisfying one. I have always used the excuse to sleep whenever I feel upset, thinking I would wake up, and forgetting what I was thinking of prior to that sleep. It normally works out fine. And this time, it did it's magic again.

Despite how much I wanted to avoid the fact that I am actually leaving the place that had built my life for who I am today, time had came and pushed me from the back, pushing me to face the reality somehow. My heart continued to race faster as the time was nearing for me to say my farewells. I guess I was that reluctant to say goodbye. Saying goodbye is like telling myself, I must leave this life behind and I must start all over again from nothing. But the fact that I know these people will always be behind me, it kept me strong. It kept me knowing that regardless of whatever that could happen to me, I can always come home to these people.

Yeap. Story time is over. Gosh. It feels like I've been talking crap for the first half of the blogpost. What to do? I am bored and stuck in this seat for 8 hours. =(

I really did thought I could leave this place silently and be forgotten by everyone. I stupidly thought that it was the best for these people around me and it would probably be easier for me to move on. Lesson learnt, keeping things to yourself will only kill you mentally and then physically. But thank goodness I was not that stupid afterall, for I did tell people that I was leaving, and soon it was spreading like wildfire. It got me being happier than I initially was. Now that I know that they have done so much for me, I could not help but to learn the value of appreciation.

I got to spend precious time with some of them, and I have gotten much more closer to them. Learning who they are, learning who I am was a part of the process that was overshadowed by all those fun we had. I live in denial. And everything for me was a surprise. And it moves my heart even more, making me wanting to cry with everything they did for me. All those sessions had given me the much needed strength to help me go through what I am about to face in the future.

I have seen friendships failing all the time. I was really scared and worried that it would happen to me. Probably the reason why I had decided to be selfish and wanting to leave unnoticed. But the realisation came, where friends will be around regardless of whatever that happens. Distance is definitely NOT A PROBLEM when it comes to friendships. There need not ...

Whoa! J.D and coke?! 350ml for rm25?! Omg.

Constant contact with each other. One that I have learned to see and treasure, is the fact that I have had friends whom I had no contact with for a few years, yet when we do meet up, it felt like those silence was nothing at all. And that was the silence strength that we all have. Knowing that we have a friend who will always be rooting for us, eventhough they may not say it or show it, the fact that you know you have a friend like that, it was comforting enough. =')


The journey to the airport was nerve wrecking. For a friend had called to ask where I was. Haha. Joker, I was just leaving puchong then. Which meant they have to wait for me to arrive in about 45minutes time. =P I had a few tears while I was on my way. Reality was kicking in, there was nowhere to hide. Walking towards my check in counter, my heart was literally trying to break free from my chest or something. Fact that I knew I had friends waiting for me already, I was moments away from crying. "this will be the last time I would probably see this people." *heaves a heavy sigh*. I could see all of them waiting at mcD, but I turned to check in before going back to them. When I was done with the check in, three gentlemen came to greet me. =)

As though those first batch of people were not enough, my high school buddies came in another batch to see me off. Definitely no running away this time. I was so speechless that I didnt know what to do. All I did was look at everyone and sighed.

It was time to go, leanne and nicole could not let go of me. But I really had to go, natasha came and gave me a hug, and the tear fest let lose. Those tears were flowing like nobody's business and it just went on flowing and flowing and flowing. Went to each and everyone and gave them each a hug. Some words were mentioned to me while we were hugging. But I was busy crying that I could only remember a few. These people are love. Some I may not know with my heart, but I knew enough to make my life an awesome one. =')

These people meant the world to me. My friends have swarmed Ikea, ICity, sunway pyramid and people's houses. Now they have swarmed lcct. One that I did not plan for, and one that got me into tears. Where are we gonna swarm next? Melbourne? :D

I thank you all with all my heart for making an appearance to send me off. Seriously I would have continued crying if I had not have to walk up to the immigration and be a normal human, being late for my boarding. Hahahahaha! <3

I love you.
Thank you for everything.
I'll be back. Make sure you remember me. Otherwise I'd cry for a tsunami and drown all of you so that I can see ya'll in heaven and tell you, 'ha! We're together forever now! Yeayyyyy!'. =P
Kidding. Just stay alive until I get back okay? I am missing you guys already. =')
Thank you!
I owe you the world!! <3
*bear hug*

3.52am, 8th Feb 2012.