I COOKED MY FIRST MEAL!!!

have been eager to try out cooking on my own all this while, but i never dared myself to do so. even when i have nothing to eat, i would normally just find some random food around that i could shove into my mouth, and avoid cooking altogether. yes, i am that lazy. even when there aren't any food around, i could just starve due to laziness.

i have this laziness where it somehow is rather overwhelming. i could sleep for the whole day and just not eat at all. even when i know it is bad for my health, even when i know i may have chances of getting gastric, i still do it. am not saying that it is a good thing to do, i'm telling you it is the STUPIDEST thing ever to do on a daily life basis.

The laziness has crept into me where i would store myself a stock of ready-to-eat food in my room where i could just grab them and eat whenever i feel like it. currently i have at least 5 different kinds of dry food in my room. raisins, LCMs, timtams, kelloggs frosties, fortune cookies and also some muesli bars. unhealthy as hell. :(
*but i have fruits tooooooooo

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO KICK THIS BAD HABIT OUT OF MY LIFE.
nope. i tried. but i still fail. consistently.

Initially i had some salad and a whole pizza in my fridge, but they expired a little too quickly, and because of my bad habit also, i had to throw them away. :(
lesson learnt : buy food, cook asap, eat immediately.
BUT IF YOU BRING ME OUT FOR FOOD. i will eat. and shove everything into my mouth, and fill my belly with food, and be superbly happy and satisfied. :D
this pattern has got me gaining one kg since i first landed here in Melb.

Food is something that is a must to spend on, everyday. somewhat of a survival thing, eating is a MUST. and we all know eating out is much more pricier than cooking on our own. =/ i guess i have to learn how to cook eventually. and then we have my very first TODAY! :D

i secretly would just hop off to sleep and not eat anything if i wasn't that hungry. :|

so~ i cooked maggi noodles with spaghetti sauce, topped with a few bacon stripes.

sound good for my tummy and appetite. BACON! what more could i ask for? :D
though i have to say, it was quite scary cooking them bacon. i seriously thought it would somehow splatter some how boiling oil onto my skin or do some fancy jumping moves and jump off the frying pan when i was 'frying' them. :|
and i had them noodles a little too soggy, but i like soggy noodles and soggy rice, so i guess it was alright.

today was an achievement after all. :)
now i need to learn how to cook other stuffs. :D