FIRST WEEK OF UNI!

i learned to cook
i learned to take the bus
i learned how to walk home without complaining
i did my own grocery shopping
i fell in love with monash uni
i studied willingly

heh. first week was kinda of hell-ish, to be honest. It was a total start to a life that I will beliving for what, the next three years? And this is only the beginning. One must be questioning, HOW MANY HUNDREDS OF BEGINNINGS AM I GOING TO HAVE?! I am going to have many new beginnings for I forsee that I will want to learn something new everyday. I AM BORED TO DEATH with the current routine I have. So, let me explore MORE and have more beginnings as time passes. :D One thing that I can be optimistic about. Don't get me wrong, I do like where I am now, just that I'd like to spice things up a little now and then, making everyday worth living, worth smiling over. :)

What studying in uni like is definitely nothing like what we had for the past 12 years of education, probably 14 years for those who went kindergaten, but this, is fully on your own. You don't study, you are toast, then you are generally wasting your parents' money on this crap called : waste of time. I realise I am in deep shit when the lecturers started talking crap that I have no clue of, and also the fact that some repeatance of what we learned the year before, I could easily fall asleep when the lecture gets into that monotone-like lecture. :/ We even have tests to do on our first week here. Right after the orientation, this week, was full speed on studying already. If I don't follow up, I would definitely be unable to catch up. :/

Thus the guilt for being dumb, and also the lack of socializing, I thought I would get myself occupied by studying. Never have I felt so enthusiastic to study before. Like NEVER. Have always been the ultimate lazy bum and only studying at the last minute before the exam kind. I can't do that here anymore. Best still, I have to study before the lecture starts lecturing about that particular chapter. They expect us to do study and do that test that WE HAVE NEVER learned before, before sitting in class for the lecture. How on earth could I afford to be lazy like that?! :(

And all my tests are online. And are all assessed, compiling marks for my total end marks. Well, at least I have a reason to study and not play around now. :O "NO EXCUSES FOR NOT STUDYING". ._. Sounds quite scary, really. But since they accepted me, and since my mom agreed in paying for my education, I guess I will make the best out of this shit. :D

WHEEEE~ 20hours lecture per week. Plus a whole lot of self studying... can I actually work? hrmmmmmm...

Ah yes, the textbooks are badass thick and expensive. :(
At this moment, I MISS AUSMAT!
we were spoonfed then. Until miss Rekka came in and we were all complaining like mad because she wasn't helping us at all. AT ALL.
hehe. High School was still crap.
AusMat was ze bomb. :D
right now, Uni seems scary. :|

wahahahahhaha
but I still love it here.
LIKE LOVE!
I WILL FIND MY WAY AROUND THIS SHIT!
ROAR!!!!!!

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