So... Apparently I have one group assignment this semester. Not too sure if it's me having that dumb Asian look, but I am pretty sure that Australian girl in my group thinks that I am one. You could feel that sense where she is feeling, "god, I have to group with group of people because I have no other choice". You can say that I am being judgemental, but if it didn't feel at all that disturbing, I wouldnt have mentioned it.

It's not all the time where you feel disturbed even by not knowing that person beside you and not even talking to them. Somehow gave me that 'ping' whereby I would evade whenever I feel uncomfortable just by sitting there quietly, yet feeling uncomfortable somehow. It doesnt always happen, but when it does, yoy know something just isnt right.

Reminded of that day when I had my first chem class. I am not sure if I have mentioned here on my blog before, but I sat beside this aussie girl, wanting to try my luck on being friends with her. Little did I know, that weird feeling was actually telling me to go away from her. I would have never known if she didn't say, "why are there so many Asians around here?" to her friend. My god. -.- Since then, I couldnt even bother trying to be friends with anyone anymore.

Maybe it's me having that retarded unfriendly face or maybe I have that bad aura when I am amongst people or maybe it's just not my luck.

Hah!
Screw you. If you really think I am like that, sad for you, you are only making your life miserable. :P

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