IBlog.

mmh. I wonder what kind of technology would fit that thing. HAHA! Oh the randomness. I miss these moments. :)

Been having a pretty rough week this time around. Have been feeling extremely tired eventhough I thought I actually had enough sleep. Which is evidently NOT ENOUGH, at all. Been going home, feeling extremely torched out, eventhough I rarely did anything. :( And the only day that I slacked, was Monday. Little did I know, the rest of the days came flooding in with more self-study-notes and also assignments. Who am I kidding when I thought I would cope well with uni workload. Probably myself. Pfft.

It had been long since I last had to write a proper academic essay. It was due today, and it was given last week..? But I chose to rush it during the last minute. DUMB AS HELL. Then again, I just didn't dare to start typing, cause I wasn't sure if I was actually going the right direction. Here is where I dread not having friends around who I could bug just so I could have at least a slightest confidence that I am actually doing the right thing. Sighh. And so, because of the much irritating worry feeling I had in me, I couldn't really find time to do other daily-self-study-notes either.

Summary: screwed up week. :(

Was it a bad idea spending a night at the city? hrmmm. Nah. I needed that. Just that I was bad at managing myself for the whole of this week. :(

Anyhoo... I WENT SHOPPING! :D

Not a very bright idea to do, actually. That ate up one nights worth of work, and also approx of 200 aud that one night itself. But it was awesome. :( I had to ask my mom if she actually allowed me to go shopping or not. Seemingly I had been rather depressed, I thought I would indulge myself with some pretty clothes to wear, and my mommah approved. :O
Mind you, it was difficult to shop here. Putting in mind that everything is x3.4 (about there) one every single penny I spend here, it burns a hole in my mother's pocket, and indirectly my heart too. :/ Even back at home, I don't really do shopping. All I did then was spend luxuriously on food... I CAN'T DO THAT HERE ANYMORE! oh the agony.

I see many emoticons here in my blogpost today. :F

Complaints aside, the shopping experience was definitely different from the time I went last week. It would normally be not crowded, but this time it was really packed with people. Every store had sales for at least 20% storewide. They called it the VIP shoppping night, if I am not mistaken. Reminds me much of how shopping is like in Malaysia. The MEGA SALE we have there. HAHAHA! Yeah, somewhat like that. Just that the crowd back there in our shopping malls have that same amount of people daily, and it gets super crowded when it is during peak shopping hours. Here, it's just that moderate crowd we have there as the super crowded peak shopping hours here.

I am not too sure if I actually get what I am saying. Owh well.
Shopping was fun. :)
Got me lifted a little. And also a little bonding session with my housemates. :)

I guess I got numb to that whole 'loneliness' feeling. No doubt, it is still there, but I feel more occupied with Uni. Worried that I might not actually keep up with everything that was happening extraordinarily fast. Almost had a breakdown moment yesterday when I was doing my essay. Had NO CLUE if I was actually doing it right or not. Owh well. Gotta put that aside already, have got too much hold up this whole week. Objective tonight : finish up my notes/revision, before engaging into at least a game of Team Fortress 2. MUST!

I HAD 7.5 HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT! AND YET I FELT SUPER TIRED TODAY! :(
FIRST I FORGOTTEN THAT I HAD TO RETURN MY CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK TO THE LIBRARY, THAT I HAD TO GO HOME TO PICK IT UP, AND COME ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE LIBRARY AGAIN.
Then to realise, I left my purse at home.
Yeah. Awesome week indeed.

So, right now, I am cashless, phoneless and ID-less.
Speaking of ID, I had no idea what mind I was in, that I didn't bring my ID from Malaysia. hrmmm.